Some days, I feel like I just can't be myself. My whole life revolves around acting. I've definitely become someone that I'm not. It's to a point now where, I don't remember who I am anymore. There are however, a ton of people that I'd like to be. As weird as it sounds, I combine all these people in my music. I'm like a dark poet who just needs to be recognized.
I don't know if this is the proper method to really "live life to the fullest", but it is kind of cool to say that I've created my own little fantasy world. I've created a fantasy world not only in my music, but in my job as well, so to say the least, I'm living a few different lives.
Am I living a lie? I wouldn't describe it as that, because somewhere deep in my heart, and in my music, there's the real me, trying to get out. And I know that people can see that. At least, I certainly hope that they can see that. There's nothing wrong with living a lie, as long as you know where the line is between fantasy and reality. That's definitely a line that I personally believe every artist enjoys fucking with. If we didn't mess with that line, then we wouldn't be artists, now would we? I think that it's a distinction that needs to be fucked with every once in awhile, wouldn't you agree?
Songwriter of the day:
David Bowie!
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